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77 Weeks ROFL
Sep. 8th, 2007 | 08:18 pm
mood: 
Amused
Wow.... this is interesting... something i had saved in the arcives from over 77 weeks ago lol... this was after pams 18th so long ago.... so much has changed lol but here have fun read...
(((((Last week, I was the one that sat at home all night, I waited untill my friends would call me to tell me that they weren't feeling that great that day, so we wouldn't do anything that day. Well, this week is different. I Changed, almost everything about me in a matter of four days.
First of all I will start with the highlights of last week, because there are so many of them. Pamela, who is one of my friends, had the 18th birthday on thursday the 8th. We went out for dinner, that was pretty fun, but Pam wasnt feeling all that good, she got sick the night before when she was soposed to be having an evening to herself and her boyfriend who flew in from B.C. just to spend the time with her. Anyways, he proposed to her even though it wasn't as romantic as he had planned it to be. Standing on the Prettiest water dam, or sitting in a hotel room in P.j's recovering from being sick, hmmm you choose. She's getting married! I can't beleive it, it still doesnt feel real, well I guess it does, I mean she is 18 and he is the sweetest guy I have ever met.
After dinner that night, my older brother who is 21, went to the bar with her,he got them in VIP style, it was pretty nice. Some stuff happened there, but I prefer not to go into detail about that.
Note to you: if you can't aford real vodka, like smirnoff, don't replace it with some cheap stuff called Alberta Pure, gets you drunk so face you couldn't even say 'Supercalafradiallisticexpialidotious' thats right, and you'll also be so drunk that you can't remember how to spell it the next day either. Actually i could never spell that word, to long and confuzing for me to give a damn how i spell it.
For her 18th birthday Pam threw a huge party at her house, it was definatly the best party she's ever had, with some exceptions to this.)))))))
Wow, that was a blast from the past. Now.... to present. Hmmm lets see..... i spent 7 weeks in Alberta, staff penhold, that was fun.
I have been with the same guy for over 7 months now. Its exciting, hes so amazing and i love him to bits. <3
everything has been good, i just started grade 12... that should be interesting...
(((((Last week, I was the one that sat at home all night, I waited untill my friends would call me to tell me that they weren't feeling that great that day, so we wouldn't do anything that day. Well, this week is different. I Changed, almost everything about me in a matter of four days.
First of all I will start with the highlights of last week, because there are so many of them. Pamela, who is one of my friends, had the 18th birthday on thursday the 8th. We went out for dinner, that was pretty fun, but Pam wasnt feeling all that good, she got sick the night before when she was soposed to be having an evening to herself and her boyfriend who flew in from B.C. just to spend the time with her. Anyways, he proposed to her even though it wasn't as romantic as he had planned it to be. Standing on the Prettiest water dam, or sitting in a hotel room in P.j's recovering from being sick, hmmm you choose. She's getting married! I can't beleive it, it still doesnt feel real, well I guess it does, I mean she is 18 and he is the sweetest guy I have ever met.
After dinner that night, my older brother who is 21, went to the bar with her,he got them in VIP style, it was pretty nice. Some stuff happened there, but I prefer not to go into detail about that.
Note to you: if you can't aford real vodka, like smirnoff, don't replace it with some cheap stuff called Alberta Pure, gets you drunk so face you couldn't even say 'Supercalafradiallisticexpialidotious' thats right, and you'll also be so drunk that you can't remember how to spell it the next day either. Actually i could never spell that word, to long and confuzing for me to give a damn how i spell it.
For her 18th birthday Pam threw a huge party at her house, it was definatly the best party she's ever had, with some exceptions to this.)))))))
Wow, that was a blast from the past. Now.... to present. Hmmm lets see..... i spent 7 weeks in Alberta, staff penhold, that was fun.
I have been with the same guy for over 7 months now. Its exciting, hes so amazing and i love him to bits. <3
everything has been good, i just started grade 12... that should be interesting...
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Mar. 14th, 2006 | 08:40 pm
mood: 
Bored
music: Poprocks and Coke - Green Day
*sigh* i'm bored so i did this, and you should do it too on your live journal, have fun and comment on my answers, because thats what i get kicks in life from. lol.
(0) Your Name: Tracy Renee Walker
(1) Your gender: Female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Straight
(3) Single?: Yes
(4) Want to be?: not really... it has its benifeits though
(5) Your birth day: February 7th, 1990
(6) Age you act: varies, lol mood is an issue
(7) Age you wish you were: definatly want to be older like maybe a year.
(8) Your height: 5'3"
(9) The color of your eyes: blueish
(10) Happy with it?: sure
(11) The color of your hair: Auburn, its comming out though...
(12) Happy with it?: sure
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?:Left handed, but aperantly i can use my right for somethings too...
(14) Your living arrangement?: with my family
(15) Your family: Mom, Dad, David, Joey, Dog: Riley, Cats: Sprinkles, and the other anoyying deisesed one...
(16) What's your job: N/A
(17) Piercings?: in mah ears... i never wear earings though
(18) Tattoos?: no
(19) Obsessions?: lots that keep changing
(20) Do you speak another language?:hmmm... i can understand some german, and more french, i can read it, but i cant listen to it being spoken
(21) Have a favorite quote?: not really, just some random stuff my friends say...
(22) Do you have a webpage?: Yes... www.flexy-fotos.piczo.com
DEEP THOUGHTS.. about life and you in it
(23) Do you live in the moment?: i guess so....
(24) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:sometimes... depends on mood...
(25) Do you have any secrets?: yeah
(26) Do you hate yourself?: no.
(27) Do you like your handwriting?: HELL NO
(28) Do you have any bad habits?: yes lots.
(29) What is the compliment you get most from people?: umm, alot of people come up to me and tell me my hair feels nice...
(30) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "What Next?"
(31) What's your biggest fear?: hmmm, being alone, constantly, its a common fear acctually
(32) Can you sing?: no but that doesn't stop me
(33) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no... lol krista...
(34) Are you a loner?: Depends, at school, yes, all of my friends go to different schools
(35) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: definatly
(36) Are you a daredevil?: not really
(37) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: hurting people *flexs muscles*
(38) Are you passive or aggressive?: depend on the situation I guess
(39) Have you got a question: Why do people judge me before they get to know me?
(40) What is your greatest strength and weakness?:Strengh: ummm, i dno.... Weakness: ummm, i dno
(41) If you could change one thing about yourself..?: I would have not lived such a sheltered life
(42) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: Love because, i love to love, lol
(43) How do you vent?: I dont vent, well, i can yell, but if i keep things inside, they usually go away.
(44) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: not so much
(45) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:i guess somethings
(46) Do you think life has been good so far?: sure if you call this good...
(47) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life so far?: Dont think to down on yourself, thats what the rest of the world is for. (thank you Pamela)
(48) What do you like the most about your body?: *sigh*, what a dumb question...
(49) And least?: ummmm....
(50) Do you think you are good looking?: i dont care what i think anymore, lol
(51) Are you confident?: sometimes
(52) What is the fictional character you're most like?: hmmm, i would have to sayyyy, i dont know
(53) Do people know how you feel?: only some people,that i can talk to...
(54) Are you perceived wrongly?: Its impossible to anwer this question because you can never be sure how you are perceived.
DO YOU...
(55) Smoke?: No.
(56) Do drugs?: No.
(57) Read the newspaper?: Just the colour comics
(58) Pray?: no.
(59) Go to church?: no
(60) Talk to strangers who IM you?: ummm not complete strangers....
(61) Sleep with stuffed animals?: only one my ex gave me...
(62) Take walks in the rain?: if it's raining and I'm going somewhere.
(63) Talk to people even though you dislike them?: yea
(64) Drive?:YES! i got my learners in september
(65) Like to drive fast?: Hellllllll ya!
HAVE YOU EVER...
(66) Liked your voice?: no. My voice goes higher when i'm excited and i cant help it and people tell me its annoying
(67) Hurt yourself?: I walk into walls and fall down stairs more than the avergae person
(68) Been out of the country?: only once when i was little
(69) Eaten something that made other people sick?: no. not that i rememeber
(70) Burped?: duh
(71) Been unfaithful?: I don't think so. I was accused of betraying someone in grade 6 but that was because he wouldn't take my hints
(72) Been in love?: yes
(73) Done drugs?: No
(74) Gone skinny dipping?: Kinda... depends what you consider skinny dipping...
(75) Had a surgery?: no
(76) Ran away from home?: yes
(77) Played strip poker?: no
(78) Gotten beaten up?: no
(79) Been picked on?: Yeah
(80) Been on stage?: yes
(81) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: no o.o.... that would be an interesting storie to tell though
(82) Pulled an all-nighter?: Yeah.
(83) If yes, what is your record?: no clue, i was up till nine in the morning, then went to bed...
(84) Talked on the phone all night?: No
(85) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: same bed: no Same Room: Yes.
(86) Slept all day?: yes i was very sick
(87) Killed someone?: no
(88) Made out with a stranger?: No
(89) Had sex with a stranger?: No
(90) Thought you're going crazy?: I know I am and it's a good thing XD
(91) Kissed the same sex?: no
(92) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
(93) Been betrayed?: probably
(94) Had a dream that came true?:acctually ya...
(95) Broken the law?: guilty of:cramming 10 people into an SUV, buying liquer underage...
(96) Met a famous person?: no one really famous
(97) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: I don't think so. Unless bugs count
(98) Stolen anything?: nope
(99) Been on radio/TV.?: TV: yes i was on global this year, my Canadian history class....
(100) Been in a mosh-pit?: ya at this awesome concert thinger
(101) Had a nervous breakdown?: yes, many times lol
(102) Considered religious vocation?: whowhaty?.
(103) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: I.. no O.O
(104) Bungee jumped?: No.
(105) Had a dream that kept coming back?: I have had a bunch of dreams two or three times with years in between. I always remember the previous dream(s) during my dream and there are always changes
CLOTHES.. and other fashion
(106) Shoe brand?: Circa.
(107) Brand of clothing?: ne
(108) Cologne/perfume?: none.
(109) What do you normally wearing to school/work?: jeans, T-shirt, sweatshirt/hoody on top, socks, shoes,
(110) Wear hats?: sometimes
(111) Wear make-up?: not usually
(112) Favorite place to shop?: ummmm polo park
(113) Favorite article of clothing?: my brothers hoody, or my greenday t-shirt
(114) Are you trendy?: not at all :D
(115) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: NO WAY.
BELIEFS
(116) Believe in life on other planets?: I don't know and don't care seeing as it doesn't effect me. If Aliens invade, then I will care.
(117) Miracles?: yes
(118) Astrology?: meh
(119) Magic?: depends what is ment by "magic"
(120) God?: yes
(121) Satan?: yes
(122) Santa?: he's starting to scare me and no.
(123) Ghosts?: I'll say no just to simplify this answer
(124) Luck?: chance.
(125) Love at first sight?: I think love at first sight is just a crush which in some cases does turn into love but I personally don't trust it.
(126) Yin and Yang?: I don't understand it much. All I know about it is from Disney.
(127) Witches?: no
(128) Easter bunny?: No
(129) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
(130) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?:no
(131) Do you wish on stars?: no sometimes they make me think tho
LOVE.. and all that
(132) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?:just excited...
(133) Do you remember your first love?: Ya...
(134) Still love him/her?: well, ya, but i moved on...
(135) Do you consider love a mistake?: definatly not, its a learning exspiriance
(136) What do you find romantic?: I dont know, things that are nice....
(137) Turn-on?: stuff i like.... lol i dont know....
(138) Turn-off: jerks, druggies, smokers, blah blah blah, noones perfect
(139) Do you base your judgment on looks alone?: no definatly not...
(140) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed their interest in dating you, how would you feel?: ummm, i would want to get to know that person, instead of judging them.
(141) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: definatly knowing... but sometimes that doesnt happen.
(142) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: I do!
(143) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: ya i guess so...
(144) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: ask them
(145) What is best about the opposite sex?: they are guys :P lol they arent girls....
(146) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: alot of them are jerks untill they grow up...
(147) What's the last present someone gave you?: ummm, gift gift, i got cards form people on my birthday, and an ipod...
(148) Are you in love?: ya, mystery man, :P
(149) Do you consider your significant other hot?: ummmmm, ok?
(150) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: probably would just think that he is hot...
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(151) That haunted you?: i dreamed about pam and sue last night, it was pretty scarey...
(152) That you laughed at?: hmmm, that stupid tie-bo instructer at school, it was retarded...
(153) That laughed at you?: ummmm pam, probably, she always laughs at me....
(154) That turned you on?: hmmmmm........... i dno......
(155) You went shopping with?: probably my mom, for grocerys, ewwwww, my shoes!!!!
(156) That broke your heart?: ummm, i guess my ex....
(157) To disappoint you?: lots of people
(158) To ask you out?: ummm, my ex.....its been a while...
(159) To make you cry?: My uncle....
(160) To brighten up your day?:ummm, pam always brightens my day...
(161) That you thought about?: pam, cause i just thought about her for the last question....
(162) You saw a movie with?:hmmm, was going with Pam and sue, we got into the theatre, but didnt acctually get into the movie...
(163) You talked to on the phone?: I talked to Nathan for an hour last night :P
(164) You talked to through IM?: Kim...
(165) You saw?: my mom, at dinner.
(166) You lost?: My gold locket, i think it might be at pams somewhere, i might have taken off there, i dont remember
(167) You thought was completely insane?: hmmm. Nathan is pretty wackey...
(168) You wanted to be?: i dont know, i would rather have some other peoples lives sometimes....
(169) You told off?:Alex Jones.... AKA crazed british guy from school...
(170) You trusted?: I kinda trust my life with pam every time i get into a vehicle with her O_O
(171) You turned down?: hehe... hehe...
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...
(172) Smiled?: last night....:P
(173) Laughed?:probably at pams brother at her hockey game yesterday...
(174) Cried?: when i visited my uncle couple nights ago...
(175) Bought something?: hmmm, i bought a hashbrown at school today...
(176) Danced?: ummm, i dont remember...
(177) Were sarcastic?: probably sometimes today.
(178) Hugged someone?: Sunday, i hugged Nathan after he won the drill compitition....
(179) Talked to an ex?: ummmm like saterday, or like sometime close to then...
(180) Watched your fave movie?: ummm about a month ago
(181) Had a nightmare?:been a while... i think
(182) Talked on the phone?: Last night i talked to Nathan, for like an hour...
(183) Listened to the radio?: this afternoon on the way home from school
(184) Watched TV?:today, news at dinner
(185) Went out?: I went to school today....
(186) Helped someone?: i dno....
(187) Were mean?: hmm.. I'm sure I don't know.
(188) Sang?: ummmm sometime..... prolly in a car...
(189) Saw a movie in a theater?: like amonth or two ago, Cronicals of Narnia.... i think
(190) Said "I love you": ummm, like maybe a year and a half ago
(191) Missed someone?: like a week ago, all i could think about was seeing this person again...
(192) Fought with a family member?:hmmm, not in a while, prolly my mother, the day i left for thr cadets ski-trip
(193) Fought with a friend?: umm like a week ago
(194) Had a serious conversation?: last night, it was full of awkward silences tho...
(195) Got drunk?: ummm like maybe a couple weekends ago, good old day after the rookie party :P:P
(0) Your Name: Tracy Renee Walker
(1) Your gender: Female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Straight
(3) Single?: Yes
(4) Want to be?: not really... it has its benifeits though
(5) Your birth day: February 7th, 1990
(6) Age you act: varies, lol mood is an issue
(7) Age you wish you were: definatly want to be older like maybe a year.
(8) Your height: 5'3"
(9) The color of your eyes: blueish
(10) Happy with it?: sure
(11) The color of your hair: Auburn, its comming out though...
(12) Happy with it?: sure
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?:Left handed, but aperantly i can use my right for somethings too...
(14) Your living arrangement?: with my family
(15) Your family: Mom, Dad, David, Joey, Dog: Riley, Cats: Sprinkles, and the other anoyying deisesed one...
(16) What's your job: N/A
(17) Piercings?: in mah ears... i never wear earings though
(18) Tattoos?: no
(19) Obsessions?: lots that keep changing
(20) Do you speak another language?:hmmm... i can understand some german, and more french, i can read it, but i cant listen to it being spoken
(21) Have a favorite quote?: not really, just some random stuff my friends say...
(22) Do you have a webpage?: Yes... www.flexy-fotos.piczo.com
DEEP THOUGHTS.. about life and you in it
(23) Do you live in the moment?: i guess so....
(24) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:sometimes... depends on mood...
(25) Do you have any secrets?: yeah
(26) Do you hate yourself?: no.
(27) Do you like your handwriting?: HELL NO
(28) Do you have any bad habits?: yes lots.
(29) What is the compliment you get most from people?: umm, alot of people come up to me and tell me my hair feels nice...
(30) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "What Next?"
(31) What's your biggest fear?: hmmm, being alone, constantly, its a common fear acctually
(32) Can you sing?: no but that doesn't stop me
(33) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no... lol krista...
(34) Are you a loner?: Depends, at school, yes, all of my friends go to different schools
(35) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: definatly
(36) Are you a daredevil?: not really
(37) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: hurting people *flexs muscles*
(38) Are you passive or aggressive?: depend on the situation I guess
(39) Have you got a question: Why do people judge me before they get to know me?
(40) What is your greatest strength and weakness?:Strengh: ummm, i dno.... Weakness: ummm, i dno
(41) If you could change one thing about yourself..?: I would have not lived such a sheltered life
(42) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: Love because, i love to love, lol
(43) How do you vent?: I dont vent, well, i can yell, but if i keep things inside, they usually go away.
(44) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: not so much
(45) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:i guess somethings
(46) Do you think life has been good so far?: sure if you call this good...
(47) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life so far?: Dont think to down on yourself, thats what the rest of the world is for. (thank you Pamela)
(48) What do you like the most about your body?: *sigh*, what a dumb question...
(49) And least?: ummmm....
(50) Do you think you are good looking?: i dont care what i think anymore, lol
(51) Are you confident?: sometimes
(52) What is the fictional character you're most like?: hmmm, i would have to sayyyy, i dont know
(53) Do people know how you feel?: only some people,that i can talk to...
(54) Are you perceived wrongly?: Its impossible to anwer this question because you can never be sure how you are perceived.
DO YOU...
(55) Smoke?: No.
(56) Do drugs?: No.
(57) Read the newspaper?: Just the colour comics
(58) Pray?: no.
(59) Go to church?: no
(60) Talk to strangers who IM you?: ummm not complete strangers....
(61) Sleep with stuffed animals?: only one my ex gave me...
(62) Take walks in the rain?: if it's raining and I'm going somewhere.
(63) Talk to people even though you dislike them?: yea
(64) Drive?:YES! i got my learners in september
(65) Like to drive fast?: Hellllllll ya!
HAVE YOU EVER...
(66) Liked your voice?: no. My voice goes higher when i'm excited and i cant help it and people tell me its annoying
(67) Hurt yourself?: I walk into walls and fall down stairs more than the avergae person
(68) Been out of the country?: only once when i was little
(69) Eaten something that made other people sick?: no. not that i rememeber
(70) Burped?: duh
(71) Been unfaithful?: I don't think so. I was accused of betraying someone in grade 6 but that was because he wouldn't take my hints
(72) Been in love?: yes
(73) Done drugs?: No
(74) Gone skinny dipping?: Kinda... depends what you consider skinny dipping...
(75) Had a surgery?: no
(76) Ran away from home?: yes
(77) Played strip poker?: no
(78) Gotten beaten up?: no
(79) Been picked on?: Yeah
(80) Been on stage?: yes
(81) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: no o.o.... that would be an interesting storie to tell though
(82) Pulled an all-nighter?: Yeah.
(83) If yes, what is your record?: no clue, i was up till nine in the morning, then went to bed...
(84) Talked on the phone all night?: No
(85) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: same bed: no Same Room: Yes.
(86) Slept all day?: yes i was very sick
(87) Killed someone?: no
(88) Made out with a stranger?: No
(89) Had sex with a stranger?: No
(90) Thought you're going crazy?: I know I am and it's a good thing XD
(91) Kissed the same sex?: no
(92) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
(93) Been betrayed?: probably
(94) Had a dream that came true?:acctually ya...
(95) Broken the law?: guilty of:cramming 10 people into an SUV, buying liquer underage...
(96) Met a famous person?: no one really famous
(97) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: I don't think so. Unless bugs count
(98) Stolen anything?: nope
(99) Been on radio/TV.?: TV: yes i was on global this year, my Canadian history class....
(100) Been in a mosh-pit?: ya at this awesome concert thinger
(101) Had a nervous breakdown?: yes, many times lol
(102) Considered religious vocation?: whowhaty?.
(103) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: I.. no O.O
(104) Bungee jumped?: No.
(105) Had a dream that kept coming back?: I have had a bunch of dreams two or three times with years in between. I always remember the previous dream(s) during my dream and there are always changes
CLOTHES.. and other fashion
(106) Shoe brand?: Circa.
(107) Brand of clothing?: ne
(108) Cologne/perfume?: none.
(109) What do you normally wearing to school/work?: jeans, T-shirt, sweatshirt/hoody on top, socks, shoes,
(110) Wear hats?: sometimes
(111) Wear make-up?: not usually
(112) Favorite place to shop?: ummmm polo park
(113) Favorite article of clothing?: my brothers hoody, or my greenday t-shirt
(114) Are you trendy?: not at all :D
(115) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: NO WAY.
BELIEFS
(116) Believe in life on other planets?: I don't know and don't care seeing as it doesn't effect me. If Aliens invade, then I will care.
(117) Miracles?: yes
(118) Astrology?: meh
(119) Magic?: depends what is ment by "magic"
(120) God?: yes
(121) Satan?: yes
(122) Santa?: he's starting to scare me and no.
(123) Ghosts?: I'll say no just to simplify this answer
(124) Luck?: chance.
(125) Love at first sight?: I think love at first sight is just a crush which in some cases does turn into love but I personally don't trust it.
(126) Yin and Yang?: I don't understand it much. All I know about it is from Disney.
(127) Witches?: no
(128) Easter bunny?: No
(129) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
(130) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?:no
(131) Do you wish on stars?: no sometimes they make me think tho
LOVE.. and all that
(132) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?:just excited...
(133) Do you remember your first love?: Ya...
(134) Still love him/her?: well, ya, but i moved on...
(135) Do you consider love a mistake?: definatly not, its a learning exspiriance
(136) What do you find romantic?: I dont know, things that are nice....
(137) Turn-on?: stuff i like.... lol i dont know....
(138) Turn-off: jerks, druggies, smokers, blah blah blah, noones perfect
(139) Do you base your judgment on looks alone?: no definatly not...
(140) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed their interest in dating you, how would you feel?: ummm, i would want to get to know that person, instead of judging them.
(141) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: definatly knowing... but sometimes that doesnt happen.
(142) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: I do!
(143) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: ya i guess so...
(144) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: ask them
(145) What is best about the opposite sex?: they are guys :P lol they arent girls....
(146) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: alot of them are jerks untill they grow up...
(147) What's the last present someone gave you?: ummm, gift gift, i got cards form people on my birthday, and an ipod...
(148) Are you in love?: ya, mystery man, :P
(149) Do you consider your significant other hot?: ummmmm, ok?
(150) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: probably would just think that he is hot...
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(151) That haunted you?: i dreamed about pam and sue last night, it was pretty scarey...
(152) That you laughed at?: hmmm, that stupid tie-bo instructer at school, it was retarded...
(153) That laughed at you?: ummmm pam, probably, she always laughs at me....
(154) That turned you on?: hmmmmm........... i dno......
(155) You went shopping with?: probably my mom, for grocerys, ewwwww, my shoes!!!!
(156) That broke your heart?: ummm, i guess my ex....
(157) To disappoint you?: lots of people
(158) To ask you out?: ummm, my ex.....its been a while...
(159) To make you cry?: My uncle....
(160) To brighten up your day?:ummm, pam always brightens my day...
(161) That you thought about?: pam, cause i just thought about her for the last question....
(162) You saw a movie with?:hmmm, was going with Pam and sue, we got into the theatre, but didnt acctually get into the movie...
(163) You talked to on the phone?: I talked to Nathan for an hour last night :P
(164) You talked to through IM?: Kim...
(165) You saw?: my mom, at dinner.
(166) You lost?: My gold locket, i think it might be at pams somewhere, i might have taken off there, i dont remember
(167) You thought was completely insane?: hmmm. Nathan is pretty wackey...
(168) You wanted to be?: i dont know, i would rather have some other peoples lives sometimes....
(169) You told off?:Alex Jones.... AKA crazed british guy from school...
(170) You trusted?: I kinda trust my life with pam every time i get into a vehicle with her O_O
(171) You turned down?: hehe... hehe...
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...
(172) Smiled?: last night....:P
(173) Laughed?:probably at pams brother at her hockey game yesterday...
(174) Cried?: when i visited my uncle couple nights ago...
(175) Bought something?: hmmm, i bought a hashbrown at school today...
(176) Danced?: ummm, i dont remember...
(177) Were sarcastic?: probably sometimes today.
(178) Hugged someone?: Sunday, i hugged Nathan after he won the drill compitition....
(179) Talked to an ex?: ummmm like saterday, or like sometime close to then...
(180) Watched your fave movie?: ummm about a month ago
(181) Had a nightmare?:been a while... i think
(182) Talked on the phone?: Last night i talked to Nathan, for like an hour...
(183) Listened to the radio?: this afternoon on the way home from school
(184) Watched TV?:today, news at dinner
(185) Went out?: I went to school today....
(186) Helped someone?: i dno....
(187) Were mean?: hmm.. I'm sure I don't know.
(188) Sang?: ummmm sometime..... prolly in a car...
(189) Saw a movie in a theater?: like amonth or two ago, Cronicals of Narnia.... i think
(190) Said "I love you": ummm, like maybe a year and a half ago
(191) Missed someone?: like a week ago, all i could think about was seeing this person again...
(192) Fought with a family member?:hmmm, not in a while, prolly my mother, the day i left for thr cadets ski-trip
(193) Fought with a friend?: umm like a week ago
(194) Had a serious conversation?: last night, it was full of awkward silences tho...
(195) Got drunk?: ummm like maybe a couple weekends ago, good old day after the rookie party :P:P
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Its ok!
Mar. 13th, 2006 | 10:32 pm
mood: 
Glowing
I think it is my turn to have some problems. Well, mt turn to talk about them anyways. First of all, i haven't posted in a while, i've been really busy latley, what with the cadet ski trip and the drill compitition. When i was at the drill comp, my friend Pam's friend who I met before was also there, with 170 sqd. Their team placed first it was amazing their routine! Anyways, we talked a bit, and i got a hug. Nathan is really nice, Pam said hes kinda wierd, but thats ok, i'm wierd too! I still like this one boy though, I see him alot more now then I used too, which doesnt make any sense at all, considering the hockey season IS over. I should be seeing him less, but now i am seeing him every second or third day, its amazing. But Nathan is nice. But so is Mystery man. I dont know what to do.
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Undefined
Feb. 18th, 2006 | 11:44 pm
mood: 
Cookie-ish
music: Just The Girl - The Click Five
Today was an ok day, it was Dj's birthday today, he turned 15. I told Pam to wish him a happy birthday for me I hope it got to him. Nothing else has changed on that subject, like always.
Yesterday, on the other hand was an amazing day, though I feel really bad about some stuff. SO let me explain it. First of all, fridays i have cadets at around 6:15, but yesterday also was my hockey teams potentially last game of the season, so i didnt really want to miss it, but I ended up phoning Kristen, and telling her that I wasnt going to be there. It was a good move i think, my team was playing the number one team in the league, Dakota #1. The first and second, well i might as well say the whole game, was amazing. The team played really well, and all was good, we ended up tying the game 3-3, they came back in the third period, but thats ok, we tied the first place team. We are in playoffs now, and all is good.
Today, Sue was having her birthday party tonight, not just like a girly type sleep over, it was soposed to be the party of the century, lol not really, but she has been looking forward to it for a while, and so was I kind of, i thought i was invited, sometimes she says things missleading, but i never formally was said to ' hey Tracy come to my party' so i never went, they are out getting shit faced and I didnt get to join in the fun. =( for that i am sad.
Bandaid. mmhm. Ok nvm thats an insider. She makes it sound so wrong, thats all i have to say. My Kim, I know someone who likes my kim. This boy, hes actually pretty cute and has a really nice personality, kim thinks hes sort of stalkerish. LOL. But thats only because he likes her. I think kim has some boy obsessive issues =D.
nuff said. well actually not enough, not yet anyways.
JOANNE!! HI!! lol. sorry, did you see that i'm cookie-ish today =P.
Things have started to work themselves out for my friend at school. She didnt do it either, it just kinda happened, good luck with fixing thing s the rest of the way =P BYE!!!!!
lots of love
Cookie of fortune.
Yesterday, on the other hand was an amazing day, though I feel really bad about some stuff. SO let me explain it. First of all, fridays i have cadets at around 6:15, but yesterday also was my hockey teams potentially last game of the season, so i didnt really want to miss it, but I ended up phoning Kristen, and telling her that I wasnt going to be there. It was a good move i think, my team was playing the number one team in the league, Dakota #1. The first and second, well i might as well say the whole game, was amazing. The team played really well, and all was good, we ended up tying the game 3-3, they came back in the third period, but thats ok, we tied the first place team. We are in playoffs now, and all is good.
Today, Sue was having her birthday party tonight, not just like a girly type sleep over, it was soposed to be the party of the century, lol not really, but she has been looking forward to it for a while, and so was I kind of, i thought i was invited, sometimes she says things missleading, but i never formally was said to ' hey Tracy come to my party' so i never went, they are out getting shit faced and I didnt get to join in the fun. =( for that i am sad.
Bandaid. mmhm. Ok nvm thats an insider. She makes it sound so wrong, thats all i have to say. My Kim, I know someone who likes my kim. This boy, hes actually pretty cute and has a really nice personality, kim thinks hes sort of stalkerish. LOL. But thats only because he likes her. I think kim has some boy obsessive issues =D.
nuff said. well actually not enough, not yet anyways.
JOANNE!! HI!! lol. sorry, did you see that i'm cookie-ish today =P.
Things have started to work themselves out for my friend at school. She didnt do it either, it just kinda happened, good luck with fixing thing s the rest of the way =P BYE!!!!!
lots of love
Cookie of fortune.
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Emotions Overtaking Me.
Feb. 16th, 2006 | 08:40 pm
mood: 
Emotional
music: These Words - Natasha Bedinfield
These Words - Natasha Bedingfield.
These words are my own
Threw some chords together
The combination D-E-F
Is who I am, is what I do
And I was gonna lay it down for you
Try to focus my attention
But I feel so A-D-D
I need some help, some inspiration
(But it's not coming easily)
Whoah oh...
Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Don't you know, don't you know, don't you know?
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later
These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you...
Read some Byron, Shelly and Keats
Recited it over a Hip-Hop beat
I'm having trouble saying what I mean
With dead poets and drum machines
I know I had some studio time booked
But I couldn't find a killer hook
Now you've gone & raised the bar right up
Nothing I write is ever good enough
These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you...
I'm getting off my stage
The curtains pull away
No hyperbole to hide behind
My naked soul exposes
Whoah.. oh.. oh.. oh.. Whoah.. oh..
Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later
These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, i love you...
These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
Theres no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you...
These words are my own
They are from my heart
I love you, I love you...
That's all I got to say,
Can't think of a better way,
And that's all I've got to say,
I love you, is that okay?
I Must know him better first.
That is how I feel I want to shout it out, I want him to know, I need help, well not really, I dont have alot of chances to let him know how I feel, But when I next get the chance I am going to go for it. I have been hapier the last few days, the more I think about thinks and about him, the more I want it to work. The more I want to tell him right this second. Its not possible for me to tell him how I feel now though, for multiple reasons, one of the most important being that I only see him every second week. I think now that my situation has changed because of my 'Story' I have thought about him more and more each day, i actually havent done a single piece of school work because I cant get him out of my head! AHHH he is comsuming me without even knowing it.
I think I will leave that topic for a while, its over done on my live journal. lol. Other Emotional stuff for me happening. My dad continues to try to ruin my life. nuff said. JOANNE!!!! HI!!!!. Sorry bout that, shes my buddy and I didnt see her all day because my Grade 11 Canadian History class went on a field trip to mc Gregor armories, and I didnt get to go to the one class I have with Joanne this semester. hmmmm. I am again not a very good tasting cookie, if you were to take the nimbers off the back of todays fortune you would lose the lottory. I wish I could help her. DID YOU HEAR THAT! I WANT TO HELP. lol i know you know I want to help. but i cant, I"M SORRY....*crys* (not really) If you need me to listen I'm here. So I am stressed today too, but its mostly releived since yesterday, posibly because i didnt have regular classes today. but then again I have a comp. Science quizz tommorrow and i dont know whats on it, because i missed the class today. What a pointless subject. who cares wether i can write color codes, thats right Mrs.Yee, you heard me WHO CARES. lol. I hate school, I mean to say that I hate classes in school, I love the consept of seeing my friends from school every day. once again I say HI JOANNE. wow, I am strange.
Here are the issues:
WHY label people?
WHY judge people?
WHY would you say you hate someone before you even know them?
WHY wouldn't you know that people arent JUST what other people say that are?
WHY dont you understand that first impressions arent always true?
WHY is it that people Ignore me without even knowing if what i have to say is important?
WHY is it that cliques are again growing stronger at school?
WHY dont you see that we are not nerds, we just dont do drugs, and we want to have a future?
WHY is it so hard for you to ask how I feel about something before telling everyone?
I am done for now... I am really tired, I ts only 9:17 right now, but i really am tired, and i have a hockey game to be rested for tomorrow. Hopefully he comes.
Good night.
~*~ Fortune Cookie~*~
These words are my own
Threw some chords together
The combination D-E-F
Is who I am, is what I do
And I was gonna lay it down for you
Try to focus my attention
But I feel so A-D-D
I need some help, some inspiration
(But it's not coming easily)
Whoah oh...
Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Don't you know, don't you know, don't you know?
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later
These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you...
Read some Byron, Shelly and Keats
Recited it over a Hip-Hop beat
I'm having trouble saying what I mean
With dead poets and drum machines
I know I had some studio time booked
But I couldn't find a killer hook
Now you've gone & raised the bar right up
Nothing I write is ever good enough
These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you...
I'm getting off my stage
The curtains pull away
No hyperbole to hide behind
My naked soul exposes
Whoah.. oh.. oh.. oh.. Whoah.. oh..
Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later
These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, i love you...
These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
Theres no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you...
These words are my own
They are from my heart
I love you, I love you...
That's all I got to say,
Can't think of a better way,
And that's all I've got to say,
I love you, is that okay?
I Must know him better first.
That is how I feel I want to shout it out, I want him to know, I need help, well not really, I dont have alot of chances to let him know how I feel, But when I next get the chance I am going to go for it. I have been hapier the last few days, the more I think about thinks and about him, the more I want it to work. The more I want to tell him right this second. Its not possible for me to tell him how I feel now though, for multiple reasons, one of the most important being that I only see him every second week. I think now that my situation has changed because of my 'Story' I have thought about him more and more each day, i actually havent done a single piece of school work because I cant get him out of my head! AHHH he is comsuming me without even knowing it.
I think I will leave that topic for a while, its over done on my live journal. lol. Other Emotional stuff for me happening. My dad continues to try to ruin my life. nuff said. JOANNE!!!! HI!!!!. Sorry bout that, shes my buddy and I didnt see her all day because my Grade 11 Canadian History class went on a field trip to mc Gregor armories, and I didnt get to go to the one class I have with Joanne this semester. hmmmm. I am again not a very good tasting cookie, if you were to take the nimbers off the back of todays fortune you would lose the lottory. I wish I could help her. DID YOU HEAR THAT! I WANT TO HELP. lol i know you know I want to help. but i cant, I"M SORRY....*crys* (not really) If you need me to listen I'm here. So I am stressed today too, but its mostly releived since yesterday, posibly because i didnt have regular classes today. but then again I have a comp. Science quizz tommorrow and i dont know whats on it, because i missed the class today. What a pointless subject. who cares wether i can write color codes, thats right Mrs.Yee, you heard me WHO CARES. lol. I hate school, I mean to say that I hate classes in school, I love the consept of seeing my friends from school every day. once again I say HI JOANNE. wow, I am strange.
Here are the issues:
WHY label people?
WHY judge people?
WHY would you say you hate someone before you even know them?
WHY wouldn't you know that people arent JUST what other people say that are?
WHY dont you understand that first impressions arent always true?
WHY is it that people Ignore me without even knowing if what i have to say is important?
WHY is it that cliques are again growing stronger at school?
WHY dont you see that we are not nerds, we just dont do drugs, and we want to have a future?
WHY is it so hard for you to ask how I feel about something before telling everyone?
I am done for now... I am really tired, I ts only 9:17 right now, but i really am tired, and i have a hockey game to be rested for tomorrow. Hopefully he comes.
Good night.
~*~ Fortune Cookie~*~
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I Wish i Could Help, Be Happy And Make Problems Dissapear!
Feb. 15th, 2006 | 04:37 pm
mood: 
Stressed
music: Waiting - Green Day
Today was a good day for me, though it was somewhat lacking spirit, all in all the day left me feeling somewhat sad, The status in my situation is unchanged(If you don't know, dont ask). One of my firends had a rough day today, I tryed to help her out best I could, but I didnt do to well. So, like I said I would, this is part of the essay I owe you ;) Well first of all I must say that you can only do the best you can, Talk about how you feel and tell the truth(most important)Identify your intentions. I know this is hard for you, it may seem like I dont understand, but I really do know what this is like for you. If I had that problem, thats what I would do, talk about the way I feel and I would tell the truth. Thats all I can say, I wish I could do more for you, I really do. If i could I would just wash away the problem for you, but you know I cannot do that. I wish you luck on your quest for rightchesness(that actually is spelt right, amazing isnt it)I changed my mood like three times since I have started writing this, now i'm stressed out.
Here was how I felt about my Day.
I'm just stressed,
my teachers are giving me a hard time,
my gym teacher is insane,(We had the hardest workout, Made me feel bad on the inside)
and my friend had a problem,
she turned to me for help
and I couldnt do anything for her...
just stressed
Thats pretty much it.
Other stuff thats happening...
I am missing my last hockey game of the regular season, beacause I have Cadets on Friday. This game is really important to me for various reasons and I really want to go but i just can't, which doesn't help how I feel.
All together STRESSED OUT!!!!
Lots of love,
Troubled Cookie
Here was how I felt about my Day.
I'm just stressed,
my teachers are giving me a hard time,
my gym teacher is insane,(We had the hardest workout, Made me feel bad on the inside)
and my friend had a problem,
she turned to me for help
and I couldnt do anything for her...
just stressed
Thats pretty much it.
Other stuff thats happening...
I am missing my last hockey game of the regular season, beacause I have Cadets on Friday. This game is really important to me for various reasons and I really want to go but i just can't, which doesn't help how I feel.
All together STRESSED OUT!!!!
Lots of love,
Troubled Cookie
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New Live Journal
Feb. 14th, 2006 | 07:58 pm
mood: embarrassed
music: Sugar Were Going Down - Fall Out Boy
This is my new live journal, pretty crappy i know, that's how it goes. Anyways, my name is Tracy, as you probably know, or you wouldn't be here, or if you are here anyways, Hi! Well to tell you about me, I am 16, and have been since tuesday February 7th...2006. I am in grade 10 and I got to a school called Oak Park High School, its an okay school, depending on what department you wish to major. Me? I like theater personally, also i like the band program, and the film program. I learned about live journal from a friend, (HI JOANNE!) who is really awesome, together we are in the Oak Park theater Company. I don't have a lot of time to go to theater after school anymore, somehow since the beginning of the school year i got a life. I mostly spend my extra curricular time playing hockey. I play right wing for my team, Varsity view Falcons. Dylan if you ever read this, My team thinks you are a giant monster, They saw you at the arena, we were playing before your team, yesterday actually (Feb 13th). My team was all of a sudden, whoa look at that guy he's SO tall and he's so giant like and monstrously big, I told them you went to the same school as me. It was pretty funny, they thought you might have been genetically modified or something. Anyways, be nice to my Joanne, or i will have to climb onto the back of my friends so i can reach your face to slap you. (lol, i wouldnt acctually slap you, I just thought that sounded funny) Hmmm, what else to say, ohhhh ya I am in Cadets, i have a really important job there, or atleast I like to think so. I am my squadron's bass drummer, without me you all look like a bunch of chickens with your heads cut off, just kidding, you'd probably only look like really crazy people who aperantly can't walk properly.
Theres alot more happening right now with me. hmmm how to say this without giving this away. there wance was a bird, and a bee. NO! Just kidding =P.
Ok, the real story, with some hidden details that only some certain personel shall ever know, unless something changes. Well I am Friends with this Person from this place, and this person has a brother who is either older than her or younger than the person (i know, i just am not saying)and I developed a very fond liking for this older/younger brother of this person, Anyways I was so sure that if i told this person that i had a very fond liking for their older/younger brother that she would get mad at me and he/she would no longer be my friend. I definatly REMEMBER(cough) telling this person who is a friend of mines other sibling, that i liked this persons Older/younger brother, so now , this person who is mt friend knows that i like the persons older/younger brother, because the other sibling that I REMEMBER(cough) telling, told this person, and it turns out in the end that the person wasnt mad at all, They thought it was adorable... I think, I dont remember exactly what that person said i was to busy Recalling the events that I REMEMBERED(cough) to be paying that much attention.
Ok that is my story, if it doesnt make sence to you feel free to ask questions, just not in open comments, like on MSN or something and if i feel like you are a personel who can be trusted woth information I will answer your questions.
I think thats enough time talking today,
Bye,
Lots of love!
Fortune Cookie
Theres alot more happening right now with me. hmmm how to say this without giving this away. there wance was a bird, and a bee. NO! Just kidding =P.
Ok, the real story, with some hidden details that only some certain personel shall ever know, unless something changes. Well I am Friends with this Person from this place, and this person has a brother who is either older than her or younger than the person (i know, i just am not saying)and I developed a very fond liking for this older/younger brother of this person, Anyways I was so sure that if i told this person that i had a very fond liking for their older/younger brother that she would get mad at me and he/she would no longer be my friend. I definatly REMEMBER(cough) telling this person who is a friend of mines other sibling, that i liked this persons Older/younger brother, so now , this person who is mt friend knows that i like the persons older/younger brother, because the other sibling that I REMEMBER(cough) telling, told this person, and it turns out in the end that the person wasnt mad at all, They thought it was adorable... I think, I dont remember exactly what that person said i was to busy Recalling the events that I REMEMBERED(cough) to be paying that much attention.
Ok that is my story, if it doesnt make sence to you feel free to ask questions, just not in open comments, like on MSN or something and if i feel like you are a personel who can be trusted woth information I will answer your questions.
I think thats enough time talking today,
Bye,
Lots of love!
Fortune Cookie
